Nervous!

Tomorrow is the big day! I will hopefully hear and see a nice healthy heartbeat at the doctors office tomorrow. I am so nervous! I just want it to be 3:30pm already. I know these next 24 hours are going to go by very slowly.

I have been HORRIBLY sick. Even worse than I was with Charlie. Unfortunately work hasn't been very understanding, but on the upside I have only 5 working days left there. I really feel bad about how the way things have been going. I feel very misunderstood and not part of their "family". I was very offended when my boss asked me why I would go to school for so long to just stay home.  I don't consider it "Just staying home". I know I am doing what is best for my family and my children will have that much of a stronger bond with me always being there for them.

Lots of changes (for the better) are about to happen :)